Are words all you want? are they? are they? huh? huh? huh? What about actions. what about feelings, what about the heart. Do they all mean nothing to you?

If you are one of those guys who say 'I love you' to your girlfriends all the time, everyday, day in day out, night in night out. I would like to know who you are. I want to beat your big fat ass till they flatten, and kick you off to the moon and make sure you don't ever come back to earth.

I mean. it feels very nice to know that you're loved. But not in this manner. You can say 'I love you to me 1000000000000000000000000 times a day, but you most prolly don't mean it. Please. Besides having brains, I have a heart too. I'm not stupid. and I certainly can feel it when you fibb. Its so so so hard for me to believe you cuz your words are always lazed with honey, but ur actions don't reflect at all. Its fine if that's ur way of expressing 'love'. but don't force me to do it too. I'M NOT LIKE THAT! so STOP! You don't want me to change you, so don't try and change me! I express my affections for you in a different way. just because I don't say the bloody three words, doesn't mean I don't bloody love you. I'm silently sacrificing so freaking much for you. I don't think you even see it. You only see that I'm way smarter and capable than you and that I'm older. That's not fair to me. NOT FAIR. I'm so angry now. I can't breathe.

Why am I so freaking angry? its because its nearing VALENTINE'S DAY. and I don't want to pick a fight with you. Plus, you haf school and bloody subway to stress over. SEE? I'm the most considerate girlfriend on earth. I bet you don't see that as well. The only avenue I have now is ths piece of post which I'm gonna make public. I'm so freaking angry. I'm never ever gonna say those words to you again. If you want it in ur messages, I'll bloody spell them out and type them in for you. A thousand times over even. after all, you won't even know if I mean it or not. If words are what you want. i'LL GIVE IT TO YOU. Just don't make me say it. I won't BLOODY say it ever again. to you.

Peace off