I really can't stand staying at home. Everyone expects me to do things for them. Don't anyone see that I have a life of my own to lead too? I can't freaking live by your expectations. Not because they're too high, but because I DON'T WANT TO!

When I'm at home, you want me to do the housework, clean, cook, wash the toilet. When I'm at home, he wants me to do work for him work work work. so what if he gives me money?! I would rather not take it. I would really still want to help if and when I have the time to. Don't need to pay me. What is freaking wrong with both of you???

You always say I don't like this family. Its really not that. I don't feel comfortable at all when I'm at home. I see you zipping around the house with a broom, banging chairs and tables along the way, I see you screaming at abel to mop the floor. Have you any freaking idea how stressed I am? I would do these things on my own accord if you don't demand that I do it.

When I'm doing something other than studying at home, both of you give me black face see. For what?! crazy? you make me feel so unwelcomed at home. Its like, whenever I'm home, I cannot sleep, cannot eat. only can study and work. If that is how the family is like, I would rather not come home at all.

I do my laundry on my own. I pay for almost everything on my own. food, transport, entertainment, phonebills. Everything. even lodging. Why can't you just let me off and stop instructing or expecting anything out of me? I know you want to think i should repay you for all the years of investing on my education and what not. But hallo? you cannot and should not demand repayment from someone in that manner. I'm a sensible person. I know that its my responsibility to be fillial. I just refuse to do it your way. I DON'T WANT TO.