It is really easy to ignore someone you don't like, or if you don't have the least bit interest in their lives.

That's what I realised everytime he tries to keep in touch. Some people just don't get the hint. either that, or they're in self denial. I'm not completely a witch, its just that, there're some people you just don't click with.

He always says : my life is totally pointless.

That got me thinking. I loathe people who have no ambition in life, who bum around doing nothing. People who have ambitions but still bum ard is another matter. I wouldn't despise someone so much if he at least had an ambition. But this person here gets on my nerves, because he is nothing. nothing at all. everytime I probe and ask him about his future, I don't get a response at all. he's really just an empty sheet of paper. not exactly clean. but empty. How the hell does one connect with such a person? beats me.

I'm sure there's more than only one reason why one ignores another. But I came to a conclusion that, if one cares enough about another, then one would not ignore another. am I making enough sense here?

when anyone ignores me now, I know the reason. that's because i don't mean enough to the person. another dispensable being. just like tissue paper. It sounds rather harsh. But its reality.

But its ok. I will always have sianboon with me.