What weight does the 3 words hold if it is used too blatantly and too often? Its ok to throw 'I love yous' around, amongst friends, like I do. But I'm not someone who will give away these words so easily. One must mean it when one speaks these words.

Something is getting on my nerves. Perhaps I'm just being over-sensitive, or over suspicious or both.

I don't know how it feels to be really in love. I don't think i'll ever know. The current situation feels wierd. I'm even beginning to tire of the person. don't laugh my friends. I'm not a player. I'm just trying to find someone who won't make my heart protest. I've dwelled on the possibility of commitment issues. But deep down, my heart knows. it tells me he is not the one. It was the same with the others. Now my heart responds the same way.

I always think that relationships are a matter of trial and error. If u don't try, you won't ever know who or what kind of person you would eventually like to settle down with. I'm thinking that this theory might be a selfish one.

I'm not taking this one seriously, because I know i'll end it soon. I'm just stalling for time and hoping that it won't turn ugly.

I'm such a bitch.